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January 19, 2011

Last September I wrote this profile for a ski magazine, but unfortunately it was never published. It’s not my place to say why, but the problem wasn’t with the article, and we worked everything out. No hard feelings. It hasn’t been tweaked by an editor, so forgive any clumsiness or mistakes, I just want to post it before it’s too dated.

Max Hill is defined by his drive to be different. It is his creative fuel—the foundation of how he thinks, dresses and skis. Ask him about his riding and he’ll tell you bluntly, “Once someone does something even relatively close, I won’t touch it again.” His uncompromising method has fooled some critics into believing he lacks the skill to keep up with skiing’s best young talent, but don’t let the illusion fool you. Max isn’t motivated to be good at what everyone else is doing, in fact, he couldn’t have less interest. His passion is doing what no one else has done before. “We try to get the shot that we can only do once, to get away from it,” he explains, “If we fuck up, the shoot is over. It’s sketchy, but amazing. One shot, one off. It’s everything you ever wanted to capture.”

One winter, two falls

This past year Max’s be-fresh-or-die-trying mentality made and broke him. In September, 2009, he was at IF3 in Montreal when Chris O’Connell, the editor of Skier, informed him that he would be on their next cover. It was Max’s first magazine cover, and at the time he was also featured in a major ad campaign for Whistler-Blackcomb. The unexpected appreciation from the mainstream ski media was a huge encouragement, and going into the winter his momentum was at an all-time high.

Max’s first filming mission of the season was a trip from Vancouver to Edmonton with the Voleurz crew. In Clearwater, BC, he attempted to gap from the roof of a school over a road and bordering fence, but came up short on his first try, dropping 25 feet, landing on the fence and fracturing his tibial plateau in two places. He returned to Vancouver, packed his bags, and flew back to his hometown of Collingwood, Ontario.

After two months in bed Max was ready to start skiing again. He flew out to California for a spring shoot with his ski sponsor Line, and from there continued to Whistler for the Orage Masters. In practice on competition day Max went huge on the hip, overshot the landing, and broke his back. “I fractured my L1 [vertebrae], and some F-word, fundamental something, I pulled it off my spine,” he says. His mom was watching the event’s online stream back home in Collingwood, and saw his fall live. She immediately called his brother in Toronto, his brother called his closest collaborator Cole Drexler, and while he was still lying on the snow, Cole handed Max the phone.

“She was watching me talk to my brother, smoking a cigarette because I was really stressed out, while they were trying to hook up oxygen to my face. She was really mad about that. [Laughs] They were trying to hook the tank up to me and they were getting really mad at me, and I was getting really mad at them. I didn’t want the back brace, the neck brace, all that crap. I was trying so hard to get up, but it just fucking hurt so bad, and my brother just kept me calm and told me I would be alright. I just wanted to get somewhere where I could lay down that wasn’t on the snow. I was getting so cold, because we were in costumes and it was raining. It was a bad day.”

Max arrived at Vancouver General Hospital in an ambulance late that night, was blasted with 70mg of morphine, and passed out. He had to wait most of the next day to see a doctor, and then with himself in a wheelchair and Cole carrying his ski boots, checked out of the hospital that evening. Ordered by his doctor to take three months off, Max was once again on his way back to Collingwood. This time he was there for five weeks before he hopped in a car, drove back to California and started skiing again.

365 days, 365 ways

Max has a well-earned reputation for being a bit of a rock star. When we spoke he mentioned, “I’m on day 11 of partying for 365 days straight. I’ve probably been partying for straight longer than that, but I just started counting.” It’s possible to write this off as part of his self-destructive streak, or to being raised in the woods by Doug Bishop, but to really understand Max you have to know about his older brother.

Taylor Hill, known mostly as Trash, is Max’s biggest influence. He is a man Max (also known as Axe Kill) speaks about often, and always with love. Trash is also a bit of a rock star. Before they parted earlier this year he was the drummer in Fritz Helder & The Phantoms, a successful Toronto-based “high-fashion pop” band, and currently he’s drumming live with DJ and producer Conor Cutz. Max shares his brother’s ear for a beat, and is notorious for his ability to kick a genuinely good freestyle when he’s in the mood. “It’s basically just when we drink now,” he says, “It’s definitely not something I’m pursuing, but it’s really fun when you get the right words flying out of your mouth.” Trash is also a stylish man, and is clearly the origin of Max’s love of fashion and emphasis on style. Max even has Orage ship his outerwear straight to Trash, who chops it up and stitches it back together refitted, before sending it to wherever his little brother’s two suitcase life has carried him.

Max at Windells with Del and Bukue One. Photo courtesy Ian Matteson & Joystick.

After his cross-country drive, Max began his summer at Mammoth and Mt. Hood before heading North to Camp of Champions. He arrived in Whistler unannounced, with no lift pass and nowhere to stay, and promptly moved in with some friends staying at the camp’s staff housing. When his friends checked out, Max made himself at home. He enjoyed his own room for over a week before Camp of Champions moved people in, assuming the room was unoccupied. Never one to be fazed by details, when Max discovered strangers in the room he was squatting, he simply tried doors until he found another empty room.

Eventually Max caught a ride back to Mt. Hood, where he skied and filmed until he couldn’t tolerate his bootleg winter anymore. “At one point I just packed up my shit and left that day. I was sick of skiing, the snow was brown slush, and the kids kept getting younger,” he says, “We went to Portland for a day or two. I was supposed to sleep in the car, but at one point I spilled something all over the seat and took off running. I passed out in the street and woke up to a street sweeper about to crush me.”

If at this point you have the impression that Max is fearless, it’s because he appears to be. He takes nothing seriously, and is never worried. Asked if he’s feeling healthy, his deadpan answer is, “No. [My knee] is probably going to blow out soon. [Laughs] I’m going to do something stupid.“ As his injuries (or disregard for them) and the occasional looming street sweeper will indicate, in addition to making Max a brilliant skier, his fearlessness can have consequences. But in the tradition of others who have lived the fast life, for Max to have worries they will have to catch up with him first. The truth is, labeling him fearless is like labeling Trash a scenester or labeling the skiing we do extreme. It’s not a distillation of what our subject is, it’s throwing a blanket over it and saying it looks like a blanket. Max is human. He has fears just like the rest of us. To his benefit and detriment he’s good at suppressing them, and the roots of his relentless partying likely have less to do with his brother’s lead, and more to do with what truly scares him.

“This is it”

This September Max is beginning his most promising season yet by moving to Salt Lake City and continuing his popular online video series CASG Sundays. “I’m moving in with Ian Compton,” he says, “We’re going to try and bang out a CASG edit every Sunday, but it’ll probably end up being every other Sunday. We’re going to do a lot of street at night, and during the daytime we’ll ride Canyons mostly.” As for his strategy, “I’m going to take it pretty mellow, but I’m definitely going to go hard when it’s time. I’m just going to ride with three people tops, because the more people I ride with, the more people’s style gets caught up in the wash. I’m going to stick to a smaller society, that’s what I like. In SLC it will be me, Ian Compton, Jeff Kiesel, and probably Ian Wade… We’re going to be doing a lot of over the top things this year. It probably won’t even get released in the Voleurz video, just CASG Sundays, because I won’t go to Vancouver to film my part until January, so I’ll have three months of going crazy in Utah.”

If Max has one forebear in skiing it is J.F. Cusson, our sport’s founding rock star. Cusson was the guy who did every trick first, and had talent in buckets. In Oakley’s seminal team movie Session 1242, he wasn’t the skier with the most style or the biggest tricks, but he was the first skier to ever film an entire segment (save one shot) spinning unnaturally. Unfortunately that masterpiece was Cusson’s final real segment. He eventually succumbed to a combination of injuries and mental pressure, and disappeared to pursue his equally exceptional talent for golf.

Asked what he would be doing if he wasn’t skiing, Max replies, “I would have graduated university by now, probably in law like I had planned, and tried to travel as much as I am now.” Surprised? You shouldn’t be. “The reason I was so interested in law was because I was introduced to wrongful law enforcement at an early age. They could pull jurisdictions right and left on me and I could only reply with, ‘Sorry Officer.’ So I was interested in law at a young age to basically learn what rights I had in my pockets to walk around with. I truthfully can’t answer what I am going to do after skiing because I can’t kick my old habits. When I do, I can imagine it will be some sort of ‘Blinded by the Light’ opportunity that I will seize in the moment and run with as far as I can. Basically I’m on some Michael Jackson shit right now… This is it.”

What you have glimpsed through this brief window, positive and negative, is simply Max being Max. Everything he has accomplished stands for a belief that requires rare courage. A belief in prophecy before profit. A belief that even if you are doing something differently than everyone else, and especially if you are doing something that has never been done before, as long as you are true to yourself you will succeed.

It’s difficult to shake the feeling that, if his dice land the wrong way, Max’s ski career might come to a premature end for the same reasons as Cusson’s. If so, his attitude and talent ensure that he will excel in fashion, music, law or anything else he puts his mind to. But Max isn’t worried and you shouldn’t be either. He is on the cusp of turning 23, and while most kids his age are wondering what to do with their incubated lives, Max is living a work of art. Relax, raise a toast to his health, and enjoy the privilege of watching this artist at work. If you could do what he does he wouldn’t do it, but you can’t, so he’s got no choice.

Organic Magic

January 1, 2011

“When you see an aging building or a rusted bridge, you are seeing nature and man working together. If you paint over a building, there is no more magic to that building. But if it is allowed to age, then man has built it and nature has added to it—it’s so organic.”

- David Lynch

Graffiti and nature give a building the same magic, and that says a lot about it as an art form.

[I had a photo of my own for this post, but shout out to Chris Honeywell for coming through and shutting it down.]

They sleep. We grind. Two.

October 16, 2010

“In my life, in any field, the people who are doing something and tremendous and worthwhile all have the same things in common. They have no boyfriends or girlfriends, and if they do, they’re totally dysfunctional relationships. They’re pale because they’re always inside working, you never see them. They hardly go out, and have no social life because they’re ALWAYS working. They don’t punch a clock, they live and breathe their job. I’m 29 and I see these fresh-faced young kids coming out of art school and I think, should I be scared of shorty? All trying to get up in the gallery and shit? Why? A lot of their hearts and minds are in the wrong place. Hey princess, force yourself even if you don’t FEEL like it. While you sleep, while you drink and party. I’m a machine I never stop.”

- David Choe, circa 2005, from his new book that owns everything.

You’re probably getting tired of all these motivational-inspirational posts, but I’ve been feeling motivated-inspired. My last post was built around Ant’s piece, and I didn’t say everything I wanted to, so let me finish.

I’m not much for a lot of the jobs that make people money in this world. I’d rather do it my way. I guess I’m not big on compromise. I’m good with my hands and I value craftsmanship, but skilled labour is a hard life, and a waste of my potential.

I don’t even like money, but like most people who don’t have any, I know how to spend it. As far as making money goes, unless you’re born rich, no matter how you slice things it’s going to involve hard work. To be motivated to work hard, I need to do what I love, and this writing/shooting/publishing thing is the work I love. It’s what I love to work hard at.

This is what I do. That’s why I’m on a mission to out-write, out-shoot and out-publishing you. The outcome is solely on me. I can’t lose when failing at this beats succeeding at anything else—except maybe getting the revolution poppin’ off—but there’s no reason one can’t lead to the other. I’m just trying to live my life in this fucked up system. If it wants beef, it’s no problem to pull the plug. I’m not scared because I believe my heart and mind are in the right place. Besides, if I don’t do this I’m leaving room for one more person who’s less capable than I am, and we already have enough of those.

They sleep. We grind.

October 15, 2010

The first time Anthony mentioned he didn’t believe in talent, he dropped it into a conversation with momentum, and I didn’t have a chance to stop and ask what he meant. At first it’s strange to hear someone say, “I don’t believe in talent.” It feels like they said they don’t believe in gravity or sunrise. I mean, how can you not believe in talent?

Ant meant talent in the truest sense of the word, in which it’s defined as a natural ability or aptitude. He believes that, “There’s no magic that makes someone better/smarter/more able than you,” and I agree with him. What we perceive as talent is, “really just hard work and opportunity combined with sequencing of events.” In this piece on his blog, he uses Tanner Hall as an example to illustrate his point, and it’s worth reading to get a proper understanding of what I’m talking about. If I was so inclined I could pick anyone from Lil’ Wayne to snot nosed kids I knew in elementary school and do the same.

It takes years of hard work to excel at anything, and that work, fueled by desire and multiplied by opportunity, is what makes someone successful. (This isn’t exactly news, Malcolm Gladwell wrote a whole book about it.) Don’t be discouraged by people who got hot while they were young, a lot of them get lazy because of it. The ones who stay hot are the ones who have the desire to match their opportunities. If someone is better than you, it’s because you were or are getting outworked. Get your hustle up, advance your skills, make your opportunities, stay on your grind, and you will get there. This is me outworking you right now.

Information Age

October 13, 2010

Tonight Douglas Coupland gave the first of five readings that will become this year’s Massey Lectures. One of the themes he touched on in his presentation, and in this article, is that, Time perception is very much about how you sequence your activities, how many activities you layer overtop of others, and the types of gaps, if any, you leave in between activities.”

Anthony, Rich and I were discussing this with our friend Robyn later on, and I realized that one of the main reasons I end up hating my jobs is because they make me feel like my life is flying past me. For me, creativity is necessary. When I’m working a regular job, the creative output that defines my life fills up my free time, and at the end of the day I squeeze in a bit of sleep for sanity’s sake. I have so much going on, and so few gaps between activities, that time speeds up to an intolerable rate.

One of the reasons I was able to appreciate the end of this summer so much is because I wasn’t working very often, and when I was, it was mostly creative work. It provided a balance to my life that I had never known. I was able be creative and also have free time, which was so much more fulfilling than the continuous sleep deprivation that comes packaged with every job. I called it living in slow motion. It was a glorious opportunity to explore how my choices affect the pace of my life.

This is such a vast issue, and I’m barely scratching the surface, but I don’t want to overlook connectivity. Coupland’s original statement is heavily tied to the role of the Internet, which fills many of the gaps in our lives, and is a realm in which we compulsively layer activities on top of each other. Right now I’m running seven programs, 15 tabs in four windows, my RSS is endlessly refilling, and my bookmarks are a rotting no man’s land I avoid at all costs. Everyone I know is to struggling digest more information than they are able to. Tonight Coupland summarized the balancing act perfectly when he said, “You can have information or you can have life.”

It’s fascinating to think about the countless decisions we make and how they affect our perception of time. Our work, connectivity, the amount of information we attempt to digest, and what we do with our leisure and gap time are so important. Thinking about this recently, I wrote, “We rush through the world or the world rushes through us.” A full life is a fast life, a slow life is a full life, and the pace is under your control.


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